Susy's Story

My name is Susy and I'm soon to be seventeen. A man abused me when I was ten years old. I was on my way home from school when someone grabbed me from behind , pulled in my clothes and covered my mouth with his hand. The other hand went inside me and I cried and screamed in my mind. I was so
afraid! But I never told a soul.I felt ashamed, didn't know what had happened. I took me many years to remember and deal with it. I had a boyfriend for a few month ago and I told him what had happened to me when I was a girl. He knew, but still he did it to me. He raped me. I said no , I pushed him away, but he kept wanting me. How could I ever trust in a guy again? I try, I really do. I'm seeing a pshycologist and it had helped me a bit, but the memories are still there. Susy