Susan Smiles

Raped and Abused

raped and abused and crying inside, i think the child once inside of me died. i never lived in reality
because i just wanted to hide me.keeping all my sadness hid i couldnt let anyone see what they did.
dont look into my face you might see,the embarssmennt written all over me.now at 40 the scares are real,but give it to the lord he will heal.then the pain will get lighter each day,and one of these days will
go away.then you will relize there is nothing wrong with you ,that when your a child you cant help
what adults do.know your just as good as anyone else then maybe you will start loving yourself.
written by linda