Miracle's Story

hi my name is miracle and i wanted to share my story. I believe i was around the age of 9 or 10 and he was a family friend. we moved him in because he had no where to go. ok to make a long story short. i can remember going to sleep on the couch and waking up in the middle of the night and feeling someone touching me in the wrong way. i use to try and make him scared by saying i'ma tell my mom but this abuse continued for about 2 years. i can remember not wanting to go to sleep because i knew as soon as everyone fell asleep it would happen. i cried and i felt like i couldnt talk or tell anyone because i felt like i was in the wrong but there's no way a 9 year old could be in the wrong for something like that(i now know) but i hurted me for years and years. i was always depressed i felt worthless and violated. i was hard for me at first trusting some one because it felt like something would happen oncei fell asleep but now i think about it some time but i try not to! let it get me down. and i hold my head up high . take care everyone love miracle