Kelly's Story

hi im 20 now i have also been through alot of physical and sexual abuse when i was 4 my mum and dad split up and my dad remarried this is the wicked stepmother my dad and step mum physically abused me and my brothers we got beaten with a belt slipper anything that the picked up we used to get literally thrown round the room when i was 9 my oldest brother raped me at knife point i can still remember every detail of it. i was then put into fostercare my mum and stepdad took me out of care to go and stay with them then my stepdad abused me when my mum worked night shift at the hospital after 3 months of that i wanted to go back in foster care as if elt safe there i was nervous been on my own with guys. i left care at 16 im trying to get on with my life i told my mum about a month ago what her ex husband had done. The only person i have spoke to about all of this is my boyfriend he has stuck by me i thought he wouldnt be interested i still have nightmares sometimes and hate been in the house myself at night anybody want to tlk please email me i would love to hear from people who have been through the same and talk about it.