Brandi's Story

my name is Brandi, I am 26, the mother of two, married and I was sexually abused as a child, raped by by father at the age of 2, at least three times, and molested by my uncle at the ages of 12--14. I have been telling my story for my whole life it seems, but only in the last month have I begun attaching any emotion to it. I have always told it as though it was someone else's story, but now that I "owning" it, it is tearing me apart. i am angry, hurt, scared, and most of all I am grieving for all that I have lost. I am looking to exchange emails or chat with people who have went through the same kinds of things as me. my yahoo email address is mystikalstormsong@yahoo.com and my yahoo id is mystikalstormsong