I WAS 8 WHEN THE ABUSE STARTED WITH ME FROM MY STEP UNCLE WHO LIVED WITH MY FATHER. I WOULD GO SEE MY FATHER EVERY WEEKEND. DURING THE SUMMERS WE WOULD GO TO FLORIDA . IT WAS FUN EVERY TIME BUT ONE TIMEIT CHANGED ALL FOR ME. IN FLORIDA WE STAYED WITH MY GRANDMA. I WAS IN 2ND GRADE. MY PARENTS AND G.MA WHEN OUT TO DINNER ONE NIGHT. SO MY STEP- UNCLE WATCHED ME AND MY 2 BROTHERS AND 6 MONTH OLD SISTER. I WNET TO GO TO BED IN MY GRANDMOTHERS BED AND HE CAME IN THERE. HE LAID BY ME AND STARTED TO RUB MY LEGS UNDER MY PJ'S. THEN HE WENT ON THE DO EVEN MORE. I STARTED CRY AND REMOVED MYSELF OUT OF MY BODY AND LAID THERE.
THIS WENT ON THAT WHOLE 2 WEEKS I WAS IN FLORIDA. I THOUGHT ONCE I GOT HOME IT WOULD STOP. I WAS WRONG. EVERY WEEKEND I WNE TO MY DAD'S HE WAS THERE AND DID THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. HE TOLD ME IT WAS OKAY. WHEN I DID SPEAK OUT MY FATHER TOLD ME TO TAKE LIE DETECTOR TEST. AFTER THAT I SHUT DOWN AND DIDN'T TELL MY MOTHER THE WHOLE STORY. I WOULD CRY AND HOLD ON TO MY MOM SO I DIDN'T HAVE TO GO TO MY DAD'S.
I WOULD ACT LIKE I WAS SICK ALL THE TIME. NOW I AM 16 AND I HAVE STARTED HAVING THE FLASHBACKS AND EVERYTHING. I STARTED COUNCILING AND IT'S OKAY. THE HARDEST THING IS I HAVE SO MUCH ANGER TO SO MANY PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT. I HAVE STARTED TO LIVE MY LIFE DAY BY DAY AND THE DAYS I WANT TO RE CALL MORE OF WHAT HE DID TO ME I DON'T IF I FEEL I CAN'T DEAL WITH I DON'T. THE HARD PART IS I ALWAYS WONDER IF ANYTHING EVER HAPPEND TO MY SISTER.
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